well...

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Because when i wake up,
‘Til the sun set,
the world takes another shape,
and your eyes lye deep in my memories,
your heart shaped hands
wont leave my eyes,
and so, I lay,
wrapped between heaven and hell,
and a part when it feels like I don’t matter,
and friendships start falling apart;
-Only you can save me in this beginning of everything;
Can you please open my eyes and make me scream I’m -OKAY?-
And so its falling, its falling, falling, I’m falling.
Yeah, yeah…
So here I stand, I’m on my own,
Even thow I’m not alone,
I know I have been forgotten,
But it’s no time to kill myself,
I’m growing mad, for missing you,
Thow I know you miss me too,
Thow you are too far,
I haven’t forgotten how to cry,
Because Only you could save me in this ending of everything;
Can you please open my eyes and make me scream I’m –NOT - OKAY?-
I don’t mind being “alone” anymore…
I still remember… we miss each other,
And this distance wont help
That is why I’m all alone…
(physically I guess…)



I cannot get better
They are looking for me
They will kill a new angel
Just to end this harmony
Please worry not
Please get away
Please let me rotten here alone
Please leave me here to stay
Run away from here
They cannot know who you are
If they find out about you
They will tear you and me apart
They are angel killers
That is what they do
They are now running after me
And they might kill you too…
Please run before they know
Please run before they arrive
Please run the hell out of here
Before they can know you
Please run far

Forgotten angel of suffering deaths



I’m all over,
I haven’t got any ideas for anymore songs
I still think about those days we were together,
I still think about them always…
I still remember how you hold and embrace me
I still remember how good it feels
I still remember how you kissed me
I still remember how I felt safe and comfortable around you…
I’m still in love with you I guess
I still think of you as the most
I still like you for who you are
And though you might not ever read this…
I’m still writing on…
I still love you
I still miss you
I still don’t feel okay when I’m far from you
I still ask myself why you chose me
I still don’t understand much of what is going on
I still know that I don’t cry so much as I did
And I still know that that is probably because
I’m still used to miss you so much
I’m still used to missing people
I’m still used to be thrown away
I’m still used to be mocked at
I’m still used to be disliked
I’m still used to be nagged
I’m still used to be all alone
I’m still used to injustice
And I’m still used to the way you love me and protect me
Hold me and kiss me
Say you love me so much
Say you miss me and know I miss you too
Say you love me again and that everything is going to be alright
Say you are by my side
Say that when you close your eyes you still see me
See me
And now I ask, please say you will never go…
Say you’ll never go…
Say you’ll never go…
Please say you’ll never go…